Thursday 7 August 2014

You are a winner.

There's something so strange about being surrounded by people but feeling so alone. 
You're born unique but do you stay that way?
There's something about standing alone that's so hard. No one wants to be alone but how come we always are?
To be surrounded by people but feel like you're standing alone is the worst feeling but most people feel it. 
In life you make decisions alone, but are these the right decisions? 
Should your actions or decisions be changed by others around you? 
Being detached from the world around you doesn't feel right. 
At least when your not sourly present you see the world around you people getting on with their everyday lives, cars rushing past, people falling In love. But you see yourself. You start to think about how you'll never find love or how you don't feel like you belong and suddenly you convince yourself you don't.
Life is like a box of chocolates but to you you're no ones favourite.
Seeing your friends slowly get bored of you is the worst feeling. To see in someone's eyes they no longer enjoy your company.
When you feel isolated from yourself you start to become paranoid that's when you see the bad. You don't see the bad in others you see the bad in yourself and wonder why you're the only one. 
Life is a game of cards play yours wrong and who knows what will happen. 
Suicide. Bold statement bold act. 
People who don't understand the pain don't understand suicide. It's no longer that you want to hurt yourself to mask the pain it's no longer that simple.
It's about not wanting to live anymore.
If someone has reached a point where they want to leave these thoughts will never leave their mind until they do.
Some people refer to suicide as a "cowards way out." If I car has been pushed to it's limits it will eventually give up. Victims of hardship are the strongest people you will ever meet. I hope I will never understand how it feels to want to take my own life. I hope no one ever feels this way but unfortunately some do. 
Life is hard 
Life is challenging 
Life is a struggle. 
There's something I live by and that is "life's not a competition" 
There shouldn't be a loser. A tough guy and a weak guy. Cool kids and losers. Everyone is equal and everyone is a winner.
You are a winner
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